Today for the first time in a while I feel flow. Energies have been stagnant, as they flow out to various locations, sometimes inappropriate. My goal for the future is to regain the control over my own energy flow. It has been suggested that this can only come to be by embracing the masculine to balance the feminine. I was surprised to learn this since in the past I have strived for the opposite. But I guess that is the trick in remaining balanced, you're always shifting from one side to the other, you can't dwell in one for too long.
I had a good conversation with a friend last night that made me see all of this very clearly. I am thankful.