I just wanted to let you know that there's a hole where you once were. It's murky in there. A color whose brightness is dulled. There are students coming in and out of this computer lab, a worthy distraction. They are so talented. I see such beautiful things on the screens around me. But I still miss you.
A color contest seems to be the project at hand. Everyone's colorful and I feel blue. Maybe sky blue. The sun shone today for 5 minutes. It illuminated the building sides. Up here in these tall sky scrapers the world is different. I miss the trees.
I'm going to the mountains this weekend. I'm going to go and see my kitty. I miss him very much and feel great sorrow that I've had to leave him behind for this time. I pray that he makes it. That we all make it.
I turn inward, face the universe. I went to see the work of Alexander Gray today (www.cosm.org). I missed you there. You would have liked it.
But I shall remain in the moment, even though it hurts. And just appreciate what I have right now.
I look forward to your return.