
"Make friends with your fear, it's the only way you can know you're living a full life."
Here is an inspiring site: www.imascared.com (artwork of Greg Simkins). Poor old charlie Brown. Out of his element, overtaken by curious vines. I feel for you man.
I think it is safe to say I feel terrified right now. The only foundation I have is crumbling. I don't know where all of this will lead to. I should act, but I don't know how. I am lost.
I treasure the friends I have. I know that no matter how far down the rabbit hole I fall, they are out there somewhere. They are my riverstones with which I can make a new support for my growth. I thank you all, you know who you are.
I feel helpless.