Today, for the first time in my life, I meditated for a complete hour. It was amazing, but beyond any description I can write down to share with you. I can still feel it's effects.
I have been conversing with the Universe at length. It asks me to trust it. It asks me to accept the direction it is currently setting out for me. I think it realizes how hard it is for me, but it has sent me guides to remind me of the infinite support available for me to fall back on.
My fear turns to waiting and hope.
I must be receptive.