Today I woke up after another night of strange death dreams. I'm not sure what they mean, but I spent a large part of the night dreaming about crying... just a deep whaling cry... for a very long time.
It is clear that something in my sphere of existence is coming to pass.
I have to say that I do feel light today. Sort of happy, for no apparent reason. This has been the trend for the past 3 days or so. Who knows, maybe I'm finally resurfacing from my personal hell.
I have seen a lot more clearly lately, for better or worse. I feel much more in the moment, as a result of meditating, no doubt.
For anyone who reads this, I want to say hi to all of my friends.. I haven't had much time to keep in touch with many of you, but I care for all of you deeply. It's funny how I'll be in the midst of some busy task and someone will pop into my mind. I'll think to myself how I wonder what they're doing that very second. Somewhere, far away from where I am now.
In a way we're all here together.
