I realize that the past few times I have written, I have been off mood. I have to admit that in this instant, my mood is on. I am happy. Right here, right now. It has to do with things that people I love have given me. Things that have let me see the beauty of the now, once again.
I felt for a long time a sorrow for the past moments gone. Now I feel a gladness to be in the now.
I feel my mourning for that history is subsiding. Though it will never go away.
I shall use it to build my experiences upon, and to remind me how precious each moment is.
"Remembering your touch, your kiss, your warm embrace. I'll find y way back to you. Please say you'll be waiting. Hold a place for me in your heart." -Tracy Chapman